Dear Seth,

It's been a few days since I've written to you. It's been a cray cray week but that's a given with my life. I ended up having to go back to the hospital last night. I hadn't been able to eat properly for 2 weeks ( no real solid food ) and have been sick for almost 2 months now. They gave me an iv with more medicines being pushed  through and another bruise to go with the others. But  they still can't say what I have, but that something is there. I mean  your heart rate and blood pressure ( which are usually normal ) don't go up for nothing, right? Right.

Anyways today was better, I was able to eat solid food. I had to I've been so damn hungry it's not funny. I think in the past two weeks I've lost more than 15 lbs. That's not a good thing either. They have talked about what I might have and it scares the hell out of me. God if you read this I really need you here, fuck you being a recluse. I need you more.

Well I hope that you had a great day like myself. Take care and sweet dreams.

p.s. I love you