Dear Seth,

Well tonight was another horrible night. Had to go back to the hospital. I'm sick of being sick all the fucking time. I just want to go back to normal. Being like this is taking a lot of energy out of me. I just want to scream because all they are saying is that I'm dehydrated and I know that's a load of bullshit right there.

 Wish you were here to tell me that it's okay and everything will be fine. I miss talking to you so much.

I hope that your day went a lot better. And that at least once you smiled :)