Dear Seth,

Sometimes I still smile and think of you. Good things. I can't believe that I finally let you go. It doesn't hurt as much as I thought it would. That's all I can really say for now. I know that you're working hard at getting the website up again. We are all grateful for it. It's the only outlet for us. I know that I have become a better person because of it.

As for me personally I'm doing okay. I go into the doctors day after tomorrow. And to be honest I'm scared shitless. I know that there is something wrong with me but as the P.A said yesterday I am a medical mystery. So far today I'm doing great. I haven't had an episode. No dizziness, or feeling nauseaus or like I'm just blah. Tired though. But enough about that.

Write more to you later.

p.s. I love you