Dear Seth,

Well I'm back from the hospital. They still don't know why I'm so sick. But the one thing that got me through it this time again was you dude. I had to have a CAT scan and when they put the dye into my iv and it was coursing through my veins, I closed my eyes and thought of you.

All the tests that they did came back negative, thankfully. But right now I'm so scared because there is still no answer. I have lost more than 11 pounds in 3 days, it's very hard for me to eat or drink anything without it wanting to come back up. And it's been like this for over a month. I just want to scream so badly. But just thinking of you makes it bearable and more easy to deal with.

Now I need to pack if I'm ever going to get out of Reno. I'll try to write when I can, hopefully before Salt Lake City.

p.s. I love you