Dear Seth,

Maybe you'll read this maybe not. I would hope so.... at least one day. I had another horrible afternoon. My body is just rejecting food and I'm scared. Pretty soon I'll be down to nothing and the doctors still, I feel, won't do anything for me. God right now I need a miracle to get me through this. Granted you're a big part of it. You're the one that I thought of when I was getting all those tests. You're the one that when I was scared the most and when I closed my eyes brought me through it. Thank you.

Anyways thank you for the email. It means a lot to me. Much more than you might ever know.

p.s. I love you