Dear Seth,

Today is my last full day here in Burlingame. I was praying that I'd get to at least see you before I leave, but a part of me thinks that won't happen.

My day was pretty okay but had a few minor hiccups. Had 2 more minor attacks, though they are getting less potent it's still scary. I just wish I knew what it the fucking hell was wrong with me. My biggest fear is that I'll go to bed and not wake up. I'm scared. The one thing that has kept me together has been the thought of you. Thank you so much for that Seth.

I do hope that you had a great day, even though it started out blah here with all the drizzle and stuff. Praying that it's not like that later today because I want to go to Ocean Beach.

Well I'm going to try and get some sleep to wake up early. Good night and sweet dreams.

p.s. I love you