Dear Seth,

At this moment I am debating whether to go to the hospital. I'm not feeling good at all. I just feel so drained and weak. But before, if I do, I wanted to send this in hopes that you read this.

There is so much that I want to say to you tonight.

I want to thank you for getting me to smile and laugh. I want to thank you for making me so angry and hurt that I truly told you how I felt. To be honest I have never expressed how I've felt until you came into my life. 

People like yourself are so rare that maybe another gets a chance to know an amazing person like you once in a life time or even the next. I feel like the luckiest girl in the world because I have that now, in this moment.

Because of you I know who I am and want to become. I feel like I finally have some self worth and love myself, almost from the moment we met. Thank you so much.

p.s. I love you