Dear Seth,

I'm sorry I can't read your letter that you sent me at like 6:30 in the morning your time a few days ago. I know that I'd cry and be hurt beyond belief. I know that someday I'll have to face my worst demons and do that. I mean you did read my letter to yo. But please come into the chat room. They miss you, and God help me so do I. They ask me all the time about you and I have no words. All I can say is that you're busy.

Okay now I am tired beyond belief, and typing with one eye closed. It's after four am here and am no longer able to function like a normal human being.

I pray that today will be better for you than yesterday.

p.s I love you