Dear Seth,

It's 3 am here and I am finally tired enough to sleep well. Thankfully I'm feeling a lot better now. That was pretty bad today. Just don't know how I'm going to be able to go outside later to the doctors. I'm praying that they find something. I just can't deal being like this any more. It's too much. I'm tired of being nauseous almost 24/7. Of being dizzy and feeling like I'm going to pass out. Eating is hit and miss. There are days that I can go with barely a single bite of food. All of it is just total bull crap.

Enough of me though. I hope that you had a great day and that things went well. And that you smiled at least once :) . Goodnight and sweet dreams.

p.s. I love you