Dear Seth,

Well it's now 4:30 in the morning and I can't sleep. Just finished watching Made In Heaven. One of the best concept movies, in my opinion, ever made. From beginning to end. And now I'm half awake and listening to U2's All I Want Is You.

I'm back to not feeling so well, yet again. I just want to feel myself again. I've been begging for it for so long  that it's becoming somewhat of a routine for me. Well for sure I'm going to try and sleep. Maybe tonight I'll dream of you. It seems when that happens  I feel better and have a great day too. I know that I smile more.

Now to close my eyes. Goodnight again.

p.s. I love you