Dear Seth,

It's near 3 am here. I had a rough few hours. Really sick and scared. I'm doing a little better but I just don't know. I'm so fucking frustrated with everything that's going on. Not a good moment for me right now. Sorry.

I bet you're having the time of your life. I've heard that it's pretty cool there. Anyways I hope that you have a good night and sweet dreams.

p.s. I love you so much