Dear Seth,

Right now I'm not feeling much at all. Numb you could say. Well I am tired so there is that. I felt pretty good today, which is surprising. This is not something that I wanted at all.  Too much to do in life. And so much to see. I have things that I need to accomplish.

All I want to do when I close my eyes in a while is dream of you. You honestly seem to make things better. God I must be coming off like some freak. Maybe I am, maybe not.  I don't care. But you keep me alive in a sense.

I hope that you had a great day; that you smiled. Yeah I don't know what you look like. I could honestly care less. Anyways you being happy and stuff makes me happy too.

Good night and sweet dreams Seth.

p.s. I love you