Dear Seth,

I'm feeling a little better now. I have a doctors appointment later today and I'll try my best to stick it through until then. Just really tired of feeling like shit all the time you know?

Today I am so proud of myself. This is why I'm still on the website and why I love you so damn much dude. I stayed up chatting with a person for over an hour. They wanted to commit suicide. And tonight they are going to sleep instead of harming their body into non existence. Now I'm really emotional.

This is what I am born and bred to do with my life and you gave me that opportunity. By doing that you have helped save countless lives Seth. I didn't do what I did tonight because of you, to show off but I did it because I care. But because of that selfless act I have fallen more in love with you. I just hope you realize it. I'll always be here.

Well I hope you're off to dream land and have a great day tomorrow. Don't forget to smile at least once. :)

p.s. I love you