Dear Seth,

Last night I went out and tried to have fun. But things were just to heavily on my mind. I shouldn't have taken a measly hour nap I'm now wide awake at 6 am. And I'm now sick as a dog as well. This is bullshit. When is the relief ever going to come? It's been 4 1/2 months since this started. I'm just so tired of it.

I see that you were up too. Are you doing okay? What's going on with you? Sometimes I worry, but know that there isn't much that I can do other than help with your site. I wish there was more that I could do for you, I do.

Now you're probably sleeping. I hope that they are happy dreams for you, that you smile.

Well I'll let you go for now.

p.s. I love you