Dear Seth,

I know that you might not care about what I tell you, it just helps relieve the loneliness. Today I think that for sure I'm going to have to go into the hospital. I could barely make it to the cafe.  My legs are so damned weak I could barely walk. And when I got here I almost passed out, still a little shaky. Something is seriously wrong. I'm scared. To have a few words of encouragement from you would mean the world to me Seth.

Anyways I hope that you're having a good day and that all is well with you.

p.s. I love you